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Dreams, Thoughts, and other mishaps
Monday, June 30, 2003  
I havn't made a post in here for a while and now the blogger is completely rearanged. Its kinda kewl. I just wanted to shout out to all my friends. Hey guys I hope to see you soon. Sorry that my summer is consumed with working so much. I'm hoping to get it out of the way that so in august I'll have the month completely free Lurpy I miss you I havn't talked to you in like a month now. Aside from all that things are looking good. Work is okay and I guess i'm having a fun summer. I miss robbie though. I could really use a nice vacation but my job at the MDA might soon end so we will see I might get that vacation. Oh well see yo8u guys soon
5:12 PM

Friday, June 13, 2003  
I miss Robbie.... CALL ME!!!!
7:29 PM

Tuesday, June 10, 2003  
Every once in a great while I believe that for some people an angel walks into your life. It watches over you, tests you, and tries to open you up a little. It is only to soon and to late that that angel is gone, and that we can actually realize what that person meant to us. I often question if one has recently come into my life. there have been many signs psychically and other wise which have made me think this. It is a miracle when a person can open you up and make you see life like the first time all over again even though it may be something you have looked at 100 times. It is as if you can barrow thier eyes and see something for the first time every time you look at it. I hope that everyone can find thier angel and hold onto it, and realize exactly how important they are to you. Life is to short and to fragile not to live like that.

On a more personal note, rob has moved back home. I'm not sure whats going to happen now. I am hoping that we can still be together. I know for certain that he is somebody that I want to have in my life either way. He is a very kind hearted person, and I feel comftorble with him. Sometimes in life you can only do so much, no matter how hard you try. If you love something set it free, if it comes back it's meant to be. That saying is so true. I am going to miss hanging out with him and having him so close. I'm hopeing that we can still talk frequently. He reminds me of JJ a lot. Hopefully at some point in the future we can fully know each other. The strangest and oddest things can happen so who knows what to expect sometimes. But thats what dreams are for.

The oddest thing happened to me on my way home from dropping off Rob today. I was thanking God for my angel and they announced robs full name on the radio. Apparently someone else with his same name or one sounding really similar did something special. :) "whats in a name, a rose by any other name would smell as sweet" Well shakespear, maybe theres something in a name after all... or maybe it's just my angel :)

Good night, sweet dreams, and peace to all

P.S. Sorry to all my friends if it has seem like I have neglected you lately. Thats not my intentions and I really do hope to see you ALL soon.

7:39 PM

Saturday, June 07, 2003  
I'm really happy right now. I just spent last night with Rob, and even though it was acompanied with something not so great, it was worth it because of him. I'm so happy when I'm around him. He made me a build a bear and it's so sweet. It has baby blue eyes just like him, and it says I love you when you squeeze it. I'm hoping that Rob doesn't have to move home, but there are so many fucking psychotic people in his life. The worst part is some of those people don't even know they are psychotic. Where does he meet these people, I'm not to sure. But I'm hoping I can bring some good people into his life. Hes a great person, with an amazing heart. And I feel like I'm growing closer to him every day. :) Well hopefully I'll be seeing him soon. :) It's kinda odd for me to think that I have a boyfriend because I am so picky not to mention that I feel uncomftorble with a lot of people on a certain deep level becasue I feel so different. But I feel a connection with Rob. I just hope he does too :) *mwah baby.

Music : whitney huston - the greatest love of all Mood: content

4:45 PM

Thursday, June 05, 2003  
This week has gone by so fast. All it seems like I do anymore is work. Hopefully That will go fast. I feel like I have started to get to know Rob a lot more in this last week. I really like him, and I'm glad were dating. Its not to often I have a bf, but then again it's not often I find anyone worth putting that effort into. I just wish he was a little closer and that my job didn't drain me so much. Hopefully I'll get used to it in time and start going out during the week a little bit more. Sorry to everyone who I havn't seen in a while. I didn't forget about you. I'm actually awake for once and thought about going to pegs tonight. I'm getting a little tired of that place though. I need to go out to some other bars on the south side perhaps. Well I guess I'm going to go laydown for a bit and think about Rob some more. I hope I get to talk to him tonight. We were talking and he just left. Night all. Oh and if anyone reads this and wants to get together with me and chill... lemme know peace..
8:47 PM

Sunday, June 01, 2003  
Ive had an altogether interesting weekend. It was way to short for one thing, I'm not ready to go to work again tommarow. Thankfully I enjoy my job. I spent the weekend with rob. It seems like I just picked him up and he's already gone. :( I wish I could have spent more time with him. We had a wonderful time though walking around in the rain seeing the sights. I also discovered a few things about him that I really enjoyed. I think I'm going to try to quit smoking. I am having a craving for one, but rob doesn't want me to smoke. Plus it's bad for me anywhey. we shall see what comes of that. My great grandma's 85th was celebrated today. She is so sweet, I almost started to cry at her party today. She walked in and we all said surprize, she didn't even realize it was a party for her untill she saw a sign on the wall with her name on it. we spent the day telling stories about her. It made me really happy. I'm glad so many people showed up too. she has always been somebody that I admire because she is such a strong person. 85 years old and she can still be the life of the party. She has the biggest heart and the best smile and out of anyone in life, I aspire to be like her. well I guess now i'm going to putz around for a while. I'm waiting for rob to get back online, he just disapeared as usual. Maybe in a little bit i'll just go laydown and pretend hes there beside me. Anywhey have a good nyte all *smile*
7:46 PM

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